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				      I watched you run in front of a car 
				      almost got yourself killed 
				      in your hand you held Mary 
				      in the other a photo of me 
				      I could only envision your mother 
				      and all herself appointed misery 
				      christ she made you so ashamed 
				      after the rape and everything changed
now I see it all so clearly baby 
				      wont you just follow me down
place yourself in the white light 
				      climb The Indian rope entwined 
				      on your Grandmas hunched oak trees 
				      anonymous Kisses all for thee 
				      all your failures I will drink them like wine 
				      piss them out in life's ocean stark and wide 
				      I will Murder the ones who invaded you 
				      and revoke the sickness and make the pain all mine 
				      make the pain all mine
now I see it all so clearly 
				      baby wont you follow me down 
				      because I care for you so deeply
				      and it's not the first time in my life
				      nor the last
				      as the wind rushes through your hair 
©2014, Timothy James Swenson